it happened somewhere around March,2011,Monday.. mhmm... macam biase laa... every weekend my parents will come to pay me a visit kat hostel... on saturday.. i went out for outing.. buying this and that..window shoppin' n stuffs... and... chocolates!! haha... and... i withdrawed quite a big amount of cash before headin' back to hostel..cuz i haven't paid the registration fee(Rm333) yet... foah!! lol... (i haven't actually paid it yet until today lol). so after the whole walk at bandar Pontian, balik maktab laa kan.. then i kept those money at my favourite place(secret meh...), and so that's the story for saturday..The next day(sunday)..ibu datang... yay! celebrate b'day Shamim(my brother..teehe)..mkn2 cake.. and bual2 laa.. pstu ibu bagi duit blnje...wuho00! pstu smpai da ptang cmtu,ibu pun went back home..mhmm.. so here means that my duit blnje kat hostel da overloaded*seram*.. and ok...that's for sunday.. So here comes the peak one,on Monday, like usual.. i love to fast during Monday and Thursday..so bile puase,duit blnje smue x bawak... left it at the hostel..lpas solat subuh... i suddenly thought of checking out my cash at the place i kept it(had a bad instinct at that time)..and.. it wasn't there... ! ya Allah... sdihnye.. so i checked again... kat smue tmpat around it... still.. NOT there!! sdih sangat... but i didn't swore nor saying bad stuffs... doa,sabar n saying that there r reasons behind these things.. mhmm.. mase pun x byk.. siren pagi pun da bunyi.. time to go to B.A.. letihnye haritu.. byk kje kne buat.. naik bilik guru..jln sne-sini... Allah je yang tau.. xpe.. kne kuat smangat.. kalau Rasulullah s.a.w. boleh b'perang dlm keadaan b'puase..aq yang bru buat kje cket cmni xkan nk tros mngalah.. so i pulled up my strength...sabar..be strong.. whispering to myself.."
malaikat tgh catat pahala kau..insya-Allah"..and... ptangnye lak.. heehe..x sabar nk bke puase... oo b4 tat..time riadah tu i tried to look for my money again... and still wasn't there.."
mhmm.. x pe, Allah mgkin tgh uji aku",i told myself.. so ready2 nk bke puase.. mkn ayam goreng time tu..lauk pun cket je.. sbb amek lmbat,kan? so dpt bahagian leftovers je..ayam pun kecik.. sabar je laa..mhmm..
*azan bunyi*wuh00!.. sronoknye buke puase... syukur sgt..bile air mngalir kat tkak..tros sgar mate sume..da abe jamah2 cket.. solat maghrib dulu.. alhamdulillah.. tnang cket hati.. pastu pergi ds balik.. to finish the meals..smpai2 je kat mja ds..."
Allah..".. ): sdihnye tngok pinggan ats mje tu da sepah2.. ayam goreng aq kat lntai..ade kucing tgh mkn ayam tu.. "x pe...Sabar Qayyum..mgkin rezeki kau kat tmpat lain..Allah dah tntukan bende ni semue..".. aq pun amek laa pinggan n lauk baru...mhmm.. mkin kecik ayam aq... mkn nasi+ayam goreng+ chilly sauce.. memang sdey je hati.. tgok kawan2 kat sblah lauk dorg ade varities... but mine was..so.... mhm..astaghfirullah..x pe.. and so that's the end of Monday.. ): and for Tuesday... i dunno why but after solat subuh tu.. tibe2 t'lintas nk check lagi duit tu... cari lah kat tmpat yang firsttttttttttt skali i placed it..and.. "
alhamdulillah!!ade...." subhanAllah.. aq dah agak.. Allah memang sdang m'uji ksbaran aq....nseb baik aq bsabar.. kalau aq byk mncarut2... maki-hamun.. buat bnde yang mnmbah kmurkaan Allah mesti smpai bile pun aq x sure jmpe duit tu...
the conclusion here is..
never to swore on s'thin bad that happened to u..ever! always remember that Allah is always there by urside.. everythin happened under his order.. we, as a muslim.shud always remember Him..do our responsible well.. pray to Him..remember Him.. and love Him.. coz Allah will always help u in any sort of problems... believe in Allah... insya-Allah and alhamdulillah... (:
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